I want to move away from here and start again, but I don’t. I want to be alone because I believe it’s the best for everyone, but I don’t. I want to cry and scream and let everything out, but I don’t. I want this pain and sadness to go, but I don’t. I want to be able to open up, but I don’t. I just want to be the person everybody wants me to be, but I...
imagine having someone who only wanted you and didn’t flirt with anyone else and didn’t make you uncertain whether they liked you or not
techiejellyfish: i-will-eviscerate—you: the-fandoms-are-cool: urbanfuck: my mother must be so proud of her lazy, rebellious, anxiety-ridden, depressed child your mother must be so proud of her strong, smart child who lives each day dealing with anxiety and depression and still holds on this is beautiful
allonsyforever: One time this boy in my math class ate an eraser it was last week i am seventeen years old the class was A.P. calculus
selfharm-suicidaltendencies: sadmale: do you ever feel physically sick because you know you’re not good enough for anybody and you can’t do anything right and you’re too tired to go on almost all the time
The worst part about mental illness is that everyone eventually gets sick of your problem and stops caring about it completely
storyxtime: sexhaver: i developed a self-depreciating sense of humor as a method of coping with my insecurities and social anxiety because it’s a lot easier to deal with people laughing at you when you’ve already beaten them to the punch by laughing at yourself Too fucking relevant.
fwips: oh man aggressively ordering me to do something i’m already doing/planning to do is pretty much guaranteeing that i’m going to stop doing it and take the time to just stare at you with a half blank half incredulous expression on my face
If I'm comfortable with you, I'll:
jiidesu: niicolodean: call you names tell you weird and personal details about myself say “I NEED TO PEE” instead of just brb type in caps a lot. If i’m extra comfortable with you I’ll do all that and: talk casually about porn and really perverted thoughts share funny photos from my tumblr dash actually tell you when i’m upset try to make conversation with you just generally act...
jebiwonkenobi: When I was little I thought being an adult meant not having a bed time but I’ve come to realize that it just means being in charge of my own bed time and it turns out that I am not equipped to handle that responsibility.
overlymiserable: overlymiserable: idk do you ever just randomly get hit with a tidal wave of sadness and you sort of just sit there wondering why the fuck you’re sad all of a sudden and then you overthink it all and make yourself more upset
I would love to say that you make me weak in the knees but to be quite...– Derrick Brown, Love Language (via weatherbeatensoul)
fckyeahphan: you know when this pops up and ur like shit has it been 4 hours already
talaem: “don’t be shy” thanks u cured me
turn-it-up-tune-them-out: artsysauce: sorry I can’t go to school tomorrow I fractured my motivation Guys I said this to my dad once he laughed so hard he let me stay home
But people want to help. So they try harder to make you feel hopeful and...– Hyperbole and a Half, Depression Part Two (via larmoyante)
tobeymacguire: mental illness doesnt go away just because you fall in love if someone is ill and you want to be in a relationship with them dont expect to cure them their disease is not going to disappear so that you can have your happy ending